Ready for my sugar daddy.

Broke and unmotivated. Grey skies and chilly winds. Sick of looking for jobs. Who will take care of me? I'll make a lovely wife, or houseboy, or husband. Where is my prize falling out of the sky? Hand me everything, and I'll do my best with it. Just a chance and I'll be fine.

Dreamt my father had died. Desperate times call for a death in the family, how selfish of me.

A Stepford wife, yes that's it. A kept man. Free to do charity work, roll out of bed at half past 10, drink some tea and do some shopping. A lovely unconditional marriage with a handsome and faithful success of a [vegetarian] man.

Or I could just get a job, not as easy as it sounds. I do dream of independance A deLux apartment in the sky. Enough to help everyone and live a comfortable life. Teaching some yoga, painting, massages, shopping, cooking, eating, correspondence, jounaling and photograpy..maybe some travel. Like now, only above poverty level. HELP!

I do love doing laundry